Friday, May 22, 2009

Finally Friday

Today was better than yesterday. I'm not quite as sad. I am annoyed because the spotting stopped on Wednesday and hasn't returned, and I would like this to be over and done with! I had another beta today, and the result was 9, so hopefully CD1 will be here soon.

It was weird because, when I got the call about my beta, I was filled with sadness again. I thought I'd be happy the number was decreasing so rapidly, but I realized that, as irrational as this is, a small part of me was hoping Monday's beta was some sort of lab error, and I was really still pregnant.

That's about it. I'm am thrilled it's finally the weekend, and that we have three days. This week sucked!

3 comments:

A/K said...

Mainer--I'm so sorry. There are no words. I just got back into town and caught up with your blog. My thoughts are with you and your DH. So very, very sorry.
--rssnlvr

Jennie said...

Hi Kristen,

Hang in there. The worst is the waiting for AF to haul her butt around and get going. Do something really nice for yourselves this weekend!

Shannon said...

Im thinking of you Kristen!
I know there are really no words that will offer you much comfort, but just know that I am thinking and praying for you!

 
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